Death; I have issues.

Hey, i know this will sound weird, but last night I dreamt you passed away. Just want to let you know I appreciate the small presence you have in my life.

I was just staring at your message: Thanks for sharing that.
There might be some truth in that, I've been thinking a lot about it lately.
I just hope i get to finish my work.

I don't like how that sounded. I'm only just getting to know you. I'm not done, neither are you.

That was nice to hear,.. yes Boss!

Sorry, didn't mean to come off too strong. I have issues with death. Just stop thinking about it ok? Its so morbid. :D

As I sat, thinking about the way he said there might be some truth in that, i begin to stare into oblivion.
And i'm reminded of the ruthless person death is.
Death who creeps up on you and grabs you when you are least expecting it.
I have issues.
Death, the same one who gets you thinking.
Thinking about all you have left behind, if anything at all.
The mark or impact you've left, suddenly seems so small.
Suddenly you realise that life is not about the money or the fame, its about love.
Love that you've hopefully shared with those who mean the most.
In achieving dreams.
My dream is to help someone change, to help someone achieve something, to make a difference.
I am ultimately determined to make a change in his life.
If only he would let me.
He has disappeared now, and every waking moment I'm silently praying that he is alright.
That he doesn't assume his work done, and have at it.
He's not done, Lord, I'm not done with him.
I'm not ready.
He said he wasn't ready.
What about you?